Understanding The Drama In Life

20th March 2006 Ring...ring...ring... There goes the bell, Assembly; Teachers seated on the chairs Students lined on the field; First day of school as a secondary school teacher. What would life be in this coming six weeks? Memorable? Pleasant moments? Hell?? Take heed my 'lil heart wishing softly that everythin' will just be alright! ~Swan Princess~

I have so many reasons to cry today and for the very first time I am not ashamed to cry in front of all my classmates. Today was the last day we sit for our final exam for our final course that is MLIE and also our last day in campus before the 24 of us will be sent to our respective schools for our teaching practice. All the mixed feelings of sadness and sombre have been swirling in my heart eversince this morning before I step into the class. The person who is suppose to be my miracle and my moon has left me for good. Such heavy burden I have to bear! My melonchaly heart and woeful mind do not seem to permit me to offer my full concentration towards the piece of papers in front of me. Please stay focus dear heart and mind. Let me finish answering this one final exam. Two hours later I find myself shaking hands and embracing all of my classmates, bidding farewell and wishing good luck to each other. How time flies! 3 years studying under the same roof, struggling with our assignments ...

I wanna call the stars Down from the sky I wanna live a day That never dies I wanna change the world Only for you All the impossible I wanna do I wanna hold you close Under the rain I wanna kiss your smile And feel the pain I know what's beautiful Looking at you In a world of lies You are the truth And baby Everytime you touch me I become a hero I'll make you safe No matter where you are And bring you Everything you ask for Nothing is above me I'm shining like a candle in the dark When you tell me that you love me I wanna make you see Just what I was Show you the loneliness And what it does You walked into my life To stop my tears Everything's easy now I have you here In a world without you I would always hunger All I need is your love to make me stronger... ~Diana Ross~ The sunshine of my life and the apple of my eyes, that's what you both are to me!!

All soaked!!! Say cheese honey... Swim baby swim...Haziq, AllysaNur, Alya and Adriana

Dengar Oh! Jeritan batinku Memekik-mekik, memanggil-manggil Namamu selalu Sehari kurasa sebulan Hatiku tiada tertahan Ku pandang kiri, ku pandang kanan Di kau tiada... Risau Batinku menangis risau Makin kau jauh, makin hatiku bertambah kacau Mengapa kita berpisah Tak sanggup menahan asmara Oh! Dengarlah Jeritan batinku ~Allahyarham Tan Sri P.Ramlee~ Sometimes some people are just not meant to be together. Nothing can be done but to cry softly in your deeply wounded heart.

My unreachable moon...near to my heart always and yet so far beyond my reach. Picture taken from the view of my room. Miss you moon!

After almost coming towards the end of the first half of the semester, we were shocked by the news that we will not be able to graduate this year due to the lacking of one single important course. The whole class was very much upset because things like this shouldn’t be happening. But then again, what more can we say, we are merely human and it is the nature of human to make mistakes. By hook or by crook, we have to fulfill this requirement even though it means a disaster for us. My friends and I have to put aside all the preparations for the teaching practical and to fully concentrate on this course instead. However, I got the feeling that I am going to enjoy it very much but too bad it is going to be a real intensive course as we have only four weeks to cover everything that should be done in fourteen weeks. As the lecturer said in class today, it is not only intensive but also intense. But then again, I take this as a challenge and I promise myself I can go through this perfectly fi...