Alive And Yet Dead...


Sitting here in my room, wanting so much to write something, anything…anything at all. But why there is a voice deep down in my heart tries to stop me from doing so? Why do I feel so empty, so lost? The laughter of my friends could reach my ears but why do I not hear any sound? There are many around me but why do I not see anyone? There is so much pain but why do I not feel anything? What is going on here? Have I gone insane? I wanted to cry but why do my eyes not shed a tear? The coldness, the numbness… slowly creeping, making their way into my veins, run through my blood, spreading deeper into my lost soul. Everything seems dead, or is it just me?

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