Understanding The Drama In Life

My latest favourite soundtrack by RBD... Cómo poder recuperar tu amor Cómo sacar la tristeza de mi corazón Mi mundo solo gira por tí Cómo sanar este profundo dolor Siento correr por mis venas tu respiración Estoy tan conectada a ti Que hasta en mis sueños te veo, sin ti yo me muero Y este corazón que te robaste cuando te marchaste Y te marchaste con mis besos Con mis besos y mis sueños Y este corazón está latiendo cada vez más lento Y estoy sintiendo en mis adentros Cómo el fuego no se apagó No se apagó Cómo calmar esta profunda obsession Cómo le explico a mi alma que se terminó Me estoy volviendo loco por ti Y hasta en mis sueños te veo Sin ti yo me muero Y este corazón que te robaste cuando te marchaste Y te marchaste con mis besos Con mis besos y mis sueños Y este corazón está latiendo cada vez más lento Y estoy sintiendo en mis adentros Cómo el fuego no se apagó Sigue ardiendo, sigue ardiendo Mientras exista el amor No se apagó el amor Uooooo uoooooo Y este corazón Y este corazón q...

In the journey of our lives, we encounter with a lot of obstacles, hardship and crucial moments. Life can be so difficult and can even be meaningless sometimes. It is at this point of time that we need lots of support and encouragement from the people who care for us. They can be families and friends. I am lucky to be acquainted with very good friends from all walks of life. Some friends do wonders to me and the most amazing about them is that some I have not met in person. Simply keeping in touch through emails and phone calls. This song is dedicated to all my friends and families out there who have helped me a lot in going through the calamities in my life. Thank you for all the good things you bring to my life. No words can express how much you mean to me, no dictions can barely explain how grateful I am to you. When I am down and oh my soul so weary When troubles come and my heart burdened be Then I am still and wait here in the silence Until you come and sit awhile with me You rai...

Today I am the most happiest person on earth. No, I did not win any lottery nor did I win any grand prize in a competition. The reason for my happiness today might mean nothing to some people but it sure does bring a lot of joy to me. I am in high glee today when I found that my blog has the song of my choice. And my gratitude should go to no one else but to a very good friend of mine whom I have never met in my life. You know how hard I have tried for these past couple of weeks trying to accomplish this task of mine, but I always end up failing. But thanks to you. Despite being busy with your work load, you still have time to fulfill my request with patience and with no complaints. Thank you again S!!! It does not take much to make me smile with joy and to have a gleam of happiness in my heart...just like the beam of morning sunrays.

Lovely petals shine so bright, In the midst of warm summer day, Looking at you enlightens my plight, Wishing that you'll never leave me astray. Beautiful petals o my beautiful petals, I wonder... Have you ever taste, in any point of your short life, the grief of being lonesome? Swan Princess

I have watched the movie "Endless Love" when I was young but I don't quite remember the storyline. The only thing I remember well is the soundtrack from this movie. I can never forget the beautiful and the sweet voice of Lionel Ritchie and Diana Ross. Hence, I want to preserve and immortalize this song in my blog. Enjoy the song!! My love There’s only you in my life The only thing that’s right My first love Your every breath that I take Your every step I make And I...I want to share All my love with you No one else will do And your eyes They tell me how much you care Oh, yes you will always be My endless love Two hearts Two hearts that beat as one Our lives has just begun Forever I’ll hold you close in my arms I can’t resist your charms And love...I’ll be a fool for you I’m sure You know I don’t mind You know I don’t mind cause you You mean the world to me Oh, I know I know I found in you My endless love Oh and love I’ll be that fool for you I’m sure You know I don’t mind...

My eyes got blinded, my mind, my heart is nothing but an empty space, nothing much to say...

This place is simply awesome. I am glad I decided to spend my holiday with my loved ones here in The Lost World, too bad dad couldn’t make it. This water theme park is similar to The Sunway Lagoon in Petaling Jaya but it has its own special attraction. The theme park is beautifully adorned with abundant tropical plants and majestic ruins to give the idea of a lost world. The best thing is that it is surrounded by limestone cliffs and lively, virgin jungle. The eye of heaven shines brightly on that day but that did not stop any of us from splashing into the awaiting wave pool. It was just too tempting!! We really had lots and lots of fun there, especially the kids. Well, people say pictures speak a thousand words. Here are some of the shots I had during the visit my family and I had couple of days ago. [Oh yes, please don’t mind the dates on the pictures, I forgot to reset the dates in my cam.] The happy faces of Haziq, Allysa and Alya My sister Yanti and I, with Allysa, Alya and Baby I...

Kerana cinta aku kembara Bagai camar melintas laut Mencari pohon untuk berteduh Kerana cinta aku kembara Ikut lagu bisikan hati Mendamba kasih paling setia Sepasang sayap tak terlihat Umpama mimpi yang tersimpan Jadi rintik-rintik hujan Menciptakan Awan yang terpilu Puisi ini tercipta lantas Tak kesampaian hajat meronakan Gelora rindu ku kepadamu Ingin sekali aku ungkapi Isyarat jiwa dengan sempurna Biarkan kau mengerti biarkan kau sedari Keadaanku yang memujamu

En la de distancia te puedo ver quado to tu photos mi ciento a ver...

Oh my, oh my, where art thou, Miss thy kisses, miss thy smiles, Thou art all I ever wanted, Am I all thy ever need? Words left unspoken, Questions left unanswered, My heart thou have stolen, Merely to get it unattended. In the summer night I reach for thee, Thou ignored and leave me disheartened, It hurts me inside my expression has no glee, To know that now I am being forgotten. ~Swan Princess~

Words left unspoken, Voices left unheard, My heart has been stolen, Simply to get myself hurt. For now, let my soul rest to sleep. ~Swan Princess~

It has been a long time since I send any postings to my blog. It’s not that I do not have anything to say or write but my routine has changed a lil. I have been pretty busy and I don’t come online as often as before. In other words, I play a different role now. No more as a student but as a teacher instead. And to be a teacher in one of the premier schools in a big city down south and to be sent away far from my children is really a big challenge for me. It is not easy to lead my life without having my two gems by my side for they are my strength. God knows how much I miss them. However, I still consider myself very lucky to be posted to English College. All the teachers are very helpful and I am glad that I have a bunch of wonderful students. Well some of them can be naughty at times, but that’s okay with me because boys will always be boys! I have yet to know how long I will be in this school. But I truly hope that my application to transfer will be approved soon, at least by the end...

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Found my peace and tranquility during the sunset at Pengkalan Balak. I wish I could turn back the clock and capture that beautiful moments again.

Where is love? Where is justice? Where is peace? Those are the questions I keep asking myself again and again and after reading the newspaper today, I am positively sure that no single soul on this earth can possible give me the answers that I seek for. I am here merely to share my thoughts and feelings regarding the bombings and killings that happened in Beirut recently and it is sad to know that it is still happening. Israel orders more intense strikes on Lebanon because the Hizbollah guerillas captured 2 of their soldiers. I am not into the games of war but I suppose that is how it works. You take what is mine, I take yours in return. But my question to these noble and civilised people, why take the lives of young children, women, old folks, in other words, the innocent civilians? Why lounge attacks on their homes? In order to justify the Israels' deeds, a superior voice commented that the Israel has the right to defend themselves. I guess that clearly answers to what lingers in...

A song that speaks your mind by Lisa Angelle. It's not your fault, I know you try And I'm not the only thing in your life But these long nights Get to me like a bad dream And I die A woman gets lonely, baby If you could only love me The way you used to do If you would hold me darlin Tell me you want me More than anything Cause I need you I need you to be my man A woman gets lonely I miss your touch, the man I knew Those secret ways you turn me loose I'm not strong now And I can't go on living this way Without love A woman gets lonely, baby If you could only love me The way you used to do If you would hold me darlin Tell me you want me More than anything Cause I need you I need you to be my man A woman gets lonely A woman gets lonely Maybe tonight it will be right Maybe tonight you will be mine Come on, hold me Hold me like you know me A woman gets lonely, baby If you could only love me The way you used to do I f you would hold me darlin Tell me you want me More than an...

If that's true then I'm willing to wait dear Lord for my life is in your hands...

"...I'm dying inside Nobody knows it but me..." Life is about making choices. I never knew how difficult it is for me to do so until today. All my life, everything has been planned for me. I should do this, I shouldn't do that, do everything for the sake of others' happiness. And now why suddenly I feel I am left alone to make my own choice? So many things in my mind, so many things that I want in this short life, so many things that I have yet to accomplish, so many many many many........... Can't seem to think right, don't know which path to take, I am completely lost and lost. My body shivers, suddenly I could see everything's shattered, everything came tumbling down before me... What if I make the wrong choice? What if I take the wrong path? I'm lost and alone. Is my road not taken this beautiful?? God knows!!

Love to me, is gentle and kind, it is never cruel nor boastful, never hate nor resentful. Love is life, a journey that never ends. Love is always truthful never lie, shared between two people when two hearts beat as one. Love is like the wind, you can't see but you know it's there, gently and tenderly... caresses the whole you, reaches your heart, touches your deep emotion, a complete new you is borned. Love is like the moon above, beautiful when it's full, exotic when it's crescent. Love is all when I have you deep in my mind and soul. ~Swan Princess~

Dr Jaya was absolutely right. Staying in Melaka is definitely not boring at all. There are a lot of things to do, many things to see and many historical places to visit. I had a great time spending my weekends there. Since I decided not to go back to KL during weekends, I made plans with Zurina and Wazir to visit some of the beautiful places here. Melaka is a nice place to visit. I love watching the sunset at Klebang beach, window shopping at Mahkota Parade, eating “mee hoon basah” at the RR stall near our home, driving round the Melaka city at night with my friends, dinner at Anjung Batu…simply love the “ikan bakar”…ohhh so many things to tell and to share with. During one of the weekends, my friends and I visited one of the most popular attractions in Melaka that is the Taman Mini Malaysia. It is situated approximately 16 killometres from the city. The complex displays the actual size of the beautiful traditional crafted house from the 13 states in Malaysia. What is unique about Tama...

Night market is a common sight in Malaysia. It is held every week in most of the towns and cities throughout the country. It starts as early as 3:00 o’clock in the afternoon and ends late at night. Everybody loves to go to the night market. Most of the parents would take along their children as well. There are many kinds of goods that can be found here in the night market. There are a lot of stalls selling variety of delicious mouth-watering food, a wide range of colourful clothing, exotic plants, fresh vegetables and fish, just to name a few. This makes the night market full of people, young and old. As the night market is a crowded place, it is usually very noisy which sometimes can be irritating as well as entertaining. During my 6-week stay in Malacca the Historical City, I am glad that I had the chance to visit the night market in Kampong Lereh almost every week. Like any other night markets in Malaysia, this night market too is always packed with many people from all walks of lif...

20th March 2006 Ring...ring...ring... There goes the bell, Assembly; Teachers seated on the chairs Students lined on the field; First day of school as a secondary school teacher. What would life be in this coming six weeks? Memorable? Pleasant moments? Hell?? Take heed my 'lil heart wishing softly that everythin' will just be alright! ~Swan Princess~

I have so many reasons to cry today and for the very first time I am not ashamed to cry in front of all my classmates. Today was the last day we sit for our final exam for our final course that is MLIE and also our last day in campus before the 24 of us will be sent to our respective schools for our teaching practice. All the mixed feelings of sadness and sombre have been swirling in my heart eversince this morning before I step into the class. The person who is suppose to be my miracle and my moon has left me for good. Such heavy burden I have to bear! My melonchaly heart and woeful mind do not seem to permit me to offer my full concentration towards the piece of papers in front of me. Please stay focus dear heart and mind. Let me finish answering this one final exam. Two hours later I find myself shaking hands and embracing all of my classmates, bidding farewell and wishing good luck to each other. How time flies! 3 years studying under the same roof, struggling with our assignments ...

I wanna call the stars Down from the sky I wanna live a day That never dies I wanna change the world Only for you All the impossible I wanna do I wanna hold you close Under the rain I wanna kiss your smile And feel the pain I know what's beautiful Looking at you In a world of lies You are the truth And baby Everytime you touch me I become a hero I'll make you safe No matter where you are And bring you Everything you ask for Nothing is above me I'm shining like a candle in the dark When you tell me that you love me I wanna make you see Just what I was Show you the loneliness And what it does You walked into my life To stop my tears Everything's easy now I have you here In a world without you I would always hunger All I need is your love to make me stronger... ~Diana Ross~ The sunshine of my life and the apple of my eyes, that's what you both are to me!!

All soaked!!! Say cheese honey... Swim baby swim...Haziq, AllysaNur, Alya and Adriana