Understanding The Drama In Life

Everyone is watching "Fear Factor" on TV. I don't feel like watching the show tonight. As I was surfing the net, I found this beautiful poem. I can't help but to paste it here in my page. A Broken Heart by Shelly Dyke I know how it feels to have a broken heart, Every day I feel that pain And I feel it will forever rain. Though my situation may be different, My Love is across the world from me, I know how it feels when your heart just isn't free. He used to call me, But then the phone calls quit, He tells me he loves me and wants me, Then ignores me the next minute, Every day my heart breaks Because the way he treats me, But I feel so deeply that he is the 'one' And he tells me that he believes I am his soulmate. Why then does he treat me like this? Maybe its fear, But whatever it is, I just want him here... More every day, But things just aren't the same, Because I know tomorrow everything will change. Every word, every single line of this poem depicts...

It was simply awesome. That was my first remark after watching the movie “The Chronicles of Narnia – The Lion, the witch and the wardrobe”. My kids enjoyed the movie and so did I. It’s a great movie with a touching story, an enchanting journey, a tale of friendship and courage. Many things can be learnt from this movie, lessons for the children and some reminders for the adults. What I enjoy most about this movie is the spectacular and stunning visual effects. In Narnia, everything is possible, everything comes alive even the trees. It’s the land of talking animals, dwarfs, giants, centaurs, a battle between the bad and the evil [well, not much difference with our real world too]. In short, Narnia is a fantasy world that comes alive on screen, exactly like what I have pictured in my mind when I was a kid. The 4 children are adorable and they have played their roles well despite being inexperienced actors. Edmund reminds me so much of Kevin. He must have looked like that when he was a k...

People used to say that it is hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting other's feelings and standing up for what you believe. How true it is, I am not quite sure. What I am certain of is that I have hurt someone terribly and I don't like the idea of it. What else can I say? Hereafter let me hold my tongue so my words will be left unspoken and my voices will be left unheard in hoping that no more hearts will be wounded.

"Do not tire of giving, but do not give your leftovers. Give until it hurts, until you feel the pain" - Mother Theresa But what happen when you give too much till you have nothing left to offer, not even to yourself? The pain is unbearable until you don't feel anything at all, only to realise that you are not being appreciated. And to feel appreciated is a person's greatest need. No more words left to speak!

Eres Todo en Mi Eres todo en mi El sol que me ilumina y me hace tan feliz La fuerza que conduce mi existir Solo tu, mi amor Si me abrazo a ti Yo siento que tu esencia se dispersa en mi No queda ni un espacio en mi sentir Eres tu mi luz Eres todo en mi Y lluevo entre mis labios todo tu sabor Cruzare mi bien oceanos mas profundos Por saber de ti Eres todo en mi Por siempre y para siempre Desde que te vi Nunca mas tendré Temor, pues con tu amor volvi a sentir Y a renacer Volare por ti A un mundo donde beba solo de tu amor Dejando la distancia tras de mí Solos tu y yo Eres todo en mi Y lluevo entre mis labios todo tu sabor Cruzare mi bien oceanos mas profundos Por saber de ti Eres todo en mi Por siempre y para siempre Desde que te vi Nunca mas tendré Temor, pues con tu amor volvi a sentir Y a renacer Bailaremos hoy Sobre una nube blanca que en el cielo esta Tus ojos como estrellas brillaran Para mi, por mi Jamas se ira la magia de sentir tu aliento Sobre mi volcando mis s...

Siapalah Aku Siapalah aku ini Yang ingin memetik cintamu Siapalah seadanya Diriku di sisimu Kau punya segalanya Sedangkan aku insan hina Hidupku penuh dengan kisah duka Antara kita jurang nya berbeza Biarlah usahlah Bermain dengan api Kelaknya terbakar sendiri Biarlah tersimpan Segala perasaan Rahsia hatiku terhadapmu Siapalah aku "Siapalah Aku" or "Who Am I", a cool song from Amy Mastura. Watched her on TV, singing this song last night. Simple and yet very touching. Found the lyrics here in one of her sites. Who am I to love you? And the rest...bla bla bla bla... God knows.

Desert Places by: Robert Frost Snow falling and night falling fast, oh, fast In a field I looked into going past, And the ground almost covered smooth in snow, But a few weeds and stubble showing last. The woods around it have it--it is theirs. All animals are smothered in their lairs. I am too absent-spirited to count; The loneliness includes me unawares. And lonely as it is that loneliness Will be more lonely ere it will be less-- A blanker whiteness of benighted snow With no expression, nothing to express. They cannot scare me with their empty spaces Between stars--on stars where no human race is. I have it in me so much nearer home To scare myself with my own desert places. One of my favourite poems by Robert Frost. Desert, what comes to my mind is a wide expand of area with sudden change of temperature where it is hot and dry in the day and extreme cold at night, mirage [full of lies obviously, and so is our life], isolation and sadness. Closely related to the kind of desert in my...

Berbumbungkan angkasa kelabu Lantainya bumi retak seribu Setiap langkah perjalananmu Beronak berliku Betapa berat mata memandang Berat bahu menggalas bebanan Belum sempat menitis ke pipi Tangisan kering sendiri Berkali tersungkur Pandanganmu kabur Namun azam meneruskan hidup Tak pernah luntur Engkaulah perwira Di medan derita Merentasi ranjau kehidupan Dengan harapan Luahan rasa derita jiwa Pada wajah tiada rahsia Menunggu malang berganti tuah Usah kau berputus asa Kaulah wira by Jac, the first "Malaysian Idol". Above is the theme song for the reality program “Bersamamu” at TV3. Can’t stop the hot tears from streaming down my cheeks each time I watched this heart-rending show. Who doesn’t when you see a four-year old girl weeping to have some sugar, instead of fish or chicken, in her rice for dinner? Her face gleamed with joy when her sister added some, the way she wanted. Then happily she continued eating her dinner without any complained, feeling contented. That is what the...

You are always on my mind, You are always on my mind, Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't die, Give me, give me one more chance to keep you satisfied... ~Elvis Presley~ Someone theoretically belongs to me should be feeling this way. Unfortunately, he doesn't. Couldn't care less. Why? This 'lil heart... ...empty and hollow, ...lost and astray, ...defeated and rejected, ...tortured and distressed... This 'lil heart... ...sick! sick! sick! How much longer can this 'lil heart bear? Why do you create a total eclipse in this 'lil heart of mine? How do I reach your frozen heart? Where do I seek these answers from? These are the things that are always on my mind!

As usual, I am not able to sleep tonight. My body is aching, my eyes are exhausted, but my mind is not able to bring myself to the Land of Sweet Dreams. My soul is drifting away, floating in the middle of nowhere…wanting so bad to harbour myself there, in the no-pain land. Unfortunately, my mind has been trying so hard but to no success, only to realize that I am trapped. Trapped and got myself tangled up in this web. I am wretched with this so-called cyber world. Too many fallacies and inadequacies and obviously these shortcomings are tearing me down. However, amongst the many “fake” people here and despite the pain of having to bear 1001 lies from them, I am considered lucky and I am always thankful to The Almighty for sending me two genuine sensitive guys in this created artificial world. To Sazad , my deepest appreciation for your intense love and to Shawn , my heartfelt gratitude for your kind friendship. Thank you for adding some spice into my life and for generously taught me th...